I'm a real jerk.
I don't know why I ever did that,
And how I could ever bear to push you away like that.
Sometimes,
You just lose the plot,
And you don't know the reason.
I know you're utterly disappointed in me,
And I am too,
In myself.
Yet you're an angel for still believing in me, j
Just that lil bit.
I know I can't do without you,
Not for a single minute.

I really love you.