Thursday, October 31, 2002

The accident made me realize,
Who are the people I can count on,
And who are the ones I can't.
Basically I should just count on myself.
Just me and no one else.
Am I sure?
The one who refused to get out of bed,
Refused to stop wallowing in self pity?
The one who wouldn't eat,
Just waiting to starve to death?

I didn't realize how screwed I was,
Till I fell down in the toilet because I was so weak.
Why should I do this to myself...
Swallowed some porridge.
I feel alive again.

Cleaned up the bike and surveyed the damage.
Not too bad.
Just need to change the brake,
Handle,
Mirror,
Faring and number plate.
Damn,
The exhaust got dinged too.

This really isn't too good for my confidence.
I always thought,
My riding skills have improved by leaps and bounds.
Hope that I won't stop riding because of a silly mistake though.
Still want to go for class 2A.

Owning a bike is one of my dreams.
And you fuckers out there are saying,
I caused the accident to attract attention?
So that I can spend months moping about my bike?
Let me tell you.
You fuckers will know when you get into an accident.
Not that I care if you survive to know anyway.
Screw you.

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