For the first time,
I'm going to write an honest account.
Not going to hide,
By not mentioning a thing.
My longest entry yet.
Ever longer than the Dec 1st entry,
Otherwise known as "The fucker story".
Or can be known now as "Eeps! Eeps! Eeps!"

So,
The experiment failed.
What experiment, you ask.
Like I said,
Girls are crazy.
So I couldn't make up my mind.
Or rather I decided not to choose.
The one based on memories?
Or the one based on the potential?
I don't know.
So they've kindly came to a compromise,
Yeah to help me.
They've decided to "share".
Interesting.

So starting from the 24th of January 2003,
I was to have 2 girl-friends.
2 girls who are magnanimous enough,
To allow me to do such an outrageous thing.
I knew it would never work out.
Has someone forgot about something called jealousy?

The 3 of us met up at six o'clock.
I thought I was in dreamland.
Emperor Bin Long, someone commented.
I was thinking,
It was amazing they can actually get along so well.
Like in the past,
Where a man would have 2 wives living harmoniously together.
Unfortunately by 9 pm,
One had stormed off.
Because an agreement had been breached.
An agreement that I did not know of.
I'm not allowed to hold anyone's hand. (ha)

Needless to say,
I went to look for the one who had stormed off.
The most ironic thing now is,
The one who has decided to leave,
The one who is saying goodbye
The one who is walking away from it all,
Is not the one who stormed off.

Kay-lene,
I guess you're sick of the drama. (or trauma)
The word that is the most apt,
And the most useless now is,
Sorry.
Do you think I do not feel hurt?
Why do you base everything on your assumptions?

Nette,
I'm no longer the person you used to know.
I am not worth your time...
I don't deserve anything. (Except to be alone)
I'm a jerk.
I even used your starhub line to talk to Kay-lene.

Because I am such a jerk,
I shall add in the following stuff.
Yay,
I bought something for my keys to hang on my jeans.
20 bucks from Skool.
Decided that Type1 jeans are really awesome afterall.
Now I know what I'll be saving up for.