I really wonder how fucked up I am.
So much for making a choice yesterday.
I'm sorry...
But this is what I have to do.

Trust me,
It ain't easy.
I am totally broken inside.
But I can't say anything, can I?

I should have walked away long ago.
But I let the fear of being alone,
Take control of me.
For once,
I will have the courage.

Right now,
This is the best solution.
And the only way to be fair to everyone.
I can't give 100%,
And that is totally unfair...
Not to mention screwed up.