It's been awhile since I've blogged.
Feels like I'm dreaming.
I don't know what's running through my mind,
Except I can't stop thinking about you Nette.

How can I just let you go like this,
How can I just let go without putting up a fight.

I don't have the guts.

I don't have the guts to stop you from leaving.
I don't think I have the right to.
I don't deserve you at all.
I don't want to force you to stay.
I don't want you to come back to me when I haven't changed.

I want to be good to you.
Gonna treat you the way you ought to be treated.
Treat you like my little princess.
But are you still my princess?

I think you can't even put your disappointment into words.
I've let you down.
Time and time again,
I've always been such a disappointment.

I need to lie down now.
My head's spinning.

Can't let you go.
Not now,
Not ever.