Dearest Nette,
Since you've turned off your phone,
And disconnected from irc,
I suppose this is the only way to get to you.
Since you'll probably read this sooner or later.

So what has this month apart taught us?
Probably nothing.
The only thing we're good at is quarrelling.
I know I shouldn't have raised my voice at you;
For that I'm sorry.
But I still think that you overreacted.

Honestly,
I'm sick and tired of us perpetually breaking up,
And patching back.
You can scream all you want about us never patching again.
It's okay.
And stop telling me to "bloody leave".
You're the one's who is leaving.
Or rather,
Has already left.

Maybe having the upper hand in the relationship,
Makes you feel good.
You the dominant ram.
Trampling the sensitive fish.
When you want a relationship,
I'm always here.
When you don't want it anymore,
You just kick me aside.
What the hell do you treat me as?

I've had enough of all your childish antics.
I don't think I've ever written any horrible things about you.
But I can't take this anymore.

What has this month without you taught me?
Let me tell you.
I've learnt not to be dependent on you anymore.
If you don't treasure our relationship,
If you don't give a damn about the things we've been through,
If you no longer think you want to be with me,
Then so be it.