Life seems pretty normal again,
Now that internet access has been restored.
However,
Without my mp3s I'm still quite lost.
But I don't dare to download anything.
For now.

Some guy came up with an interesting topic,
About how it scares him,
How many transguys turn into sexist,
Misogynistic jerks to validate their own masculinity.
I totally understand,
Because I will never want to become a MCP.
But is this what transitioning will do to you?

The spark plugs are working again.
Phew?
I can't access my favourite website.
I don't know if it's my fault or what.
Crap.

Lastly...
My only comfort lies in the fact that You're happy.
Other than that,
I am inconsolable.
I never thought I'll speak to you in that way.
But I did,
And now I know why I'll never be good enough for you.