I wonder how much longer will I continue to feel shitty,
Before I recover from my broken heart.

The weather's great isn't it?
But only when I'm not riding.
Been hiding in the warmth of my v-neck sweater all day,
Guess I'm not in tip-top physical condition.

A few months ago,
My bike's license plate number came up,
As the 1st prize winning number for 4D.
This week,
It's the 2nd prize winning number.
I don't know why I'm so happy,
I've never even bought 4D before in my life.

Maybe it's bad to write this down.
But as my parents begin to age,
Their stubbornness and quirks really start to get on my nerves.
I can't wait to get my own place,
And then I can really be alone.

There are so many things in life that I hope to achieve,
And I'm afraid I'll have to give up many of them,
Due to the financial costs of my transition in the future.
What is the price I have to pay to become a man?

For now,
Only my obsession with sneakers keep me sane.

Now that downloading music from Kazaa is getting dangerous,
I think I might go back to buying cds every once in awhile.
Michael Buble or The Neptunes?