Feels like I haven't blogged for a long time,
Though it's only just the weekend.

I feel disheartened.
And dejected.
Okay so the two words mean the same thing anyway.
Not that the situation has actually changed,
She's still as far away as ever.
I have no concrete reason to be disheartened,
But I guess,
The pain of loving someone who's not around,
Can be a little too much to bear at times.

But I will persevere.
I may be not be the most patient man,
But I am one stubborn fellow.
And there is no way I can stop feeling what I feel.
For you.

Then,
I also have much to worry about academically.
I haven't handed up the last 2 physics tutorial,
And Wed's one looks a goner too.
So do I think I have to stay back because I failed physics?
Maybe if I just learn to accept the inevitable,
I'll feel a lot better.

Also due on Wednesday,
My part for the project:
Magnetic properties of silicon nanocrystals.
I'm not trying to be funny here,
Because I've no idea what they are at all.

Dad helped to collect my driving licence from the post office.
I think I need a new wallet,
Cos the current one only has 3 compartments for cards.
The old paper licence was better,
Cos I could fold it in half and stuff it in between cards.

I've been thinking about the Daktari dunks recently.
Especially the pink colorway.
I like pink.

And I love you.