I must have been dreaming.

Imagine this.
I've been pining for my long lost love for 148 days.
I dream about her every night,
Secretly hoping,
Wondering,
Praying for a just a tiny glimpse of hope,
To ever see her again.

You know what,
Sometimes God is listening.

Imagine being so in love with this girl,
That you never thought you're gonna see again,
Because you screwed things up and made her leave.

Thank you God.
Thank You.

In case you haven't realized,
This is an appreciation post.
Today.
Finally.
I GOT TO SEE NETTE!
Yowzers!

I think I must be going crazy.
This entry doesn't seem to be making sense but hell cares.
I still pinch myself every once in awhile,
To make sure I wasn't gonna wake up crying.

I went to school as usual today,
To attend my last socie lecture.
Yawn.
Summary on Marx,
Durkheim and Weber.
Rode through a light spray which was refreshing,
And stopped by at Parkway,
To get myself lunch and a pair of boxers.
Fish McDippers again.
God knows how many pieces I've eaten since its launch.
By the way,
The Wasabi sauce is really yummy.

And then Nette called,
To ask if I would like her to come by.
It took me a nanosecond to say yes,
Although I was worried that she was not feeling well.

I just cannot find the words to describe the moment,
When I finally caught sight of her.
Perhaps I appeared stoned,
Because I was so overwhelmed by nervousness.
And excitement.
And love.
And ecstasy.
And every kind of emotion possible.

I've never felt more blessed,
Just to be able to hold you in my arms.
Thanks for everything.

I am just unable to put my emotions into words tonight.
Please tell me I am not dreaming.

Yet at the same time,
I could sense her hesitation.
I guess she is still unsure.

But I am okay.
For I believe that one day,
She will really understand how I feel.

Trust me.
You make me a better man.
And I will continue to wait,
For as long as I will live,
For that chance to prove myself to you.

Nette,
I love you.