I'm so stressed up I haven't been able to sleep well.
I'm in the midst of working on my socie term paper,
But I am just not in the right frame of mind to do it.
Doesn't help that the deadline is tomorrow,
And I'm only one-third of the way through.
So I guess I won't be sleeping tonight.

Just taking a breather,
So don't make fun of me for blogging instead of mugging.

So goddamn blardy stressed.
I can't think of anyone but her,
Though I really should be thinking about Karl Marx now.

Whether I'm eating,
Sleeping,
Breathing or just stoning,
She's on my mind all the time.

Why is it like this?
Didn't they all tell me time will help ease the pain?
Why do I feel like I'm more in love with her than ever?
How can my love for her grow when I'm so tortured everyday?

How can I continue to love her this much,
When I should actually let her go graciously?
Why is it him and not me...

I dreamt I committed suicide.
And I was scared to bits.