It's raining cats and dogs now.
I'll probably love the rain a lot more if I don't ride.
God knows what's wrong with my house,
But the chances of a blackout is very high during a storm.
Ermm.
Not now please...

Finally installed the USB driver,
So I can upload my pictures.
The links are located at the usual place on the right,
If anyone is keen.

W:
You lucky boy,
Congrats on getting your first shot of T.
Hmmm,
I'll be lying if I say I'm not jealous at all.
So what happened to my plans of transition?

I told myself,
I'll only start taking testosterone when I get a job.
In other words,
When I'm financially independant.
However,
Considering the fact that I'll most probably fail my physics,
(Lousy goddamn blardy nanotechnology module!!!!!)
I might not graduate this semester afterall.
Kinda upsetting,
But this is the price to pay for choosing that lousy module.
So it might be quite awhile before I come out and work.

I toyed with the idea of starting T right now.
Ring up Dr Tsoi and arrange an appointment immediately.
But I don't wanna run into financial difficulties,
Or live on a shoestring budget.
And in the event I start losing my hair or have severe acne,
I want to have enough dough to seek professional help.
Bah.

Sometimes I also feel like dropping transition altogether.
Besides the money issue,
I was also worried that T will transform me.
Into a different person,
Especially in the aspect of voice change.
Someone that she wouldn't recognize.

But hey.
She's never coming back.
So that's no longer a worry.

Today my mum asked me a very good question,
"How come you don't have to go to school at all?"