Had a great time chilling at home yesterday night,
Watching GalaxyQuest and eating hot pizza with my bro,
Though I was initially reluctant to call for pizza.
Because I remember a report of one poor sod,
Who called 5 minutes before closing.
And the kitchen staff added,
Whatever they could find on the floor to the pizza.
Yummy!

I am feeling a little strange today.
No it's not because I had leftover pizza for lunch.

I remember when I was 16,
I fell for a girl.
And I finally spoke to her in school when I turned 18.
(Woohoo great job!)
But anyway that's not the point of the story.
We were never together,
And eventually the feelings went away in 2000.

I don't know why,
But there's always this indescribable feeling of sadness,
Whenever I stop feeling for someone.
I don't mean in the case of a loving relationship.

It's just that I feel that it's a waste.
Because if given the right conditions to develop,
Probably that kind of feelings might have lasted forever.

The strongest of feelings can only last so long,
In such barren conditions.
So why do I feel so blue now?

Is it because,
I'm feeling the indescribable feeling of sadness all over again?