"I think someone is troubled."

My spine hurts so bad,
I can't even bend down.
To make up for that,
I slept 15 hours yesterday.

15 hours!
I feel like laughing.
Now that I've woken up,
There's no lunch on the table.

I hate this life.
I miss my job.

Or maybe I just miss her.
Can I safely type this,
Without eliciting a negative response from her?

What the heck.
She's not in Singapore now anyway.
I am sorry I wasn't able to show,
That I'm any different from the other cai tous.

Damn.
I got outbidded on one of the modules that I really want.
First time that it has happened to me.
All because I got the timing wrong,
And failed to make another bid yesterday.

I had a dream during my 15-hour coma.
I was buried alive.
Luckily we feel no pain in our dreams.