"That hurt."

It's a cold day, isn't it?

I was watching 50 Cent talk about his new movie,
About how he just imagined himself failing,
When he had to cry during filming.

That got me thinking.

Damn, I don't even have to imagine if I were in his shoes.
I'm a failure.

In fact, I think I've already given up trying.

Going through the Classifieds,
Is more about obligation,
Than real enthusiasm.

Why bother to apply,
When it's just gonna end up in disappointment?

Ironically,
One of the reasons that's been hampering my job search,
Is also one of the few things that is keeping me alive.
I don't regret transitioning,
In fact, I've been a lot happier since...
Except for the fact that I'm still bumming.

Speaking of transitioning,
My butt has been freaking sore,
Ever since my last shot on Saturday.
I don't know why,
But each shot is much more painful than the last.

Sob.

Anyway,
I've been looking for a white G-shock.
(Yes, I'm a big G-shock fan)
If you've seen one in a shop, let me know.