It's been more than 2 weeks since I last saw you.
I guess I'm not as strong as I thought,
Because I feel really down today.

I am utterly heartbroken.

I'm not in depression,
But I just feel that my heart is totally crushed.
I'm not entertaining thoughts of death either,
In fact my appetite has been really good,
And I think I even put on 1kg.

That aside,
There's just this emptiness inside my heart,
That I cannot explain.
Or put into words.
I could literally feel the pain,
When I listen to soppy love songs,
Or watch anything remotely romantic.
I guess,
It was a bad idea to watch How to lose a guy in 10 days.

This cold turkey is more than I can bear.
I need you.