Ever seen a bald man,
Laughing at someone who's losing his hair?
Why should anyone criticise another's english,
When she herself makes ridiculous spelling errors,
Almost on a daily basis?
My grammar is not perfect either,
But I don't highlight other people's mistakes on my blog.
Well...
Make this an exception.
And hey no names mentioned too right?

Still pissed off and frustrated.
Feeling slightly better after listening to some Metallica.
Old stuff though,
St. Anger makes my blood pressure rise.

Trying to convince myself,
That I wouldn't die if transition never happens.
Maybe I won't die literally,
But I'll be unhappy forever.
Didn't feel like reading any ftm resources today either,
It's only going to make me feel worse.

Why am I so frustrated?
Maybe because the older I am when I start on testosterone,
The less effective it will be?

Feeling really down.
Maybe buying myself another pair of kicks will cheer me up.
Nuts.