Great.
180 degrees change of mood within a few minutes.

Just had a supercharged argument with my mum,
Which involved lots of screaming and shouting.
I felt that I was about to self-combust,
So I just blew my top.
Imagine 22 years of frustration being released all at once.
You get the idea.

I realize that she didn't understand what I told her that day.
SHE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE PAIN,
AND TORTURE I HAD TO GO THROUGH.
And her wonderful fucked up friends are probably telling her,
That she has a daughter who's sick in the mind.

It's alright.
I have enough savings for me to do a top surgery,
And get a dick that will look like fuck,
Has no sensation,
And still require me to sit down to pee.
No wonder plunging into the 18 levels of unconsciousness,
Always seems so appealing.

I'm behaving like an impatient spoilt brat,
Who didn't get his dessert.

Gender dysphoric people are God's idea of a little joke.