I was wondering if anyone would think that I died,
If I stopped blogging.

So what did I do today?
Don't remember much.
Met Binbin for dinner and didn't eat much either.

Can't sleep well either,
Cos I've been having nightmares.
All revolving around a certain individual.

It's just so bloody tempting to slip into depression,
And wallow in self-pity.
It's like,
Someone has to pay for this somehow,
Even if that someone is me.
Maybe it is a masochistic thing,
Because it pleases me so much to see myself suffer.
Uh oh I think I'm psychotic.
It's tempting but I'm not going to let it happen this time.
At least not today.
Go away depression.
Come again another day.

My God I'm talking to myself.

Today,
I took her ring off my finger.
I deleted her number from my phone.
I removed her picture from my wallet.
At the end of it all,
She was just someone I used to know.