"I need something or someone to calm me down."

Didn't have access to the internet for the past few days,
And as a result,
Felt extremely moody and dazed.

My brother cancelled his account with Pacnet,
And got a connection with Starhub on the 1st.
When I asked if I could use the computer then,
He insisted no.
Anyway I just decided to log on and it works fine.

&*%^head.

My mood has been really rotten recently.
I'm not sure if it has anything to do with the T,
But there's definitely a likelihood.
I guess I've been too obsessed with the physical changes,
(Which by the way, have not amounted to much)
And hence,
Have not prepared myself for the mental changes.

To begin with,
I never exactly had a really nice or sweet temperament.
But now,
It's gotten to the point where I must admit,
That it's pretty ridiculous.

I think I may need anger-management classes.
Or risk injuring someone,
(And myself)
Someday.

I came pretty close to that on Friday night.
I took a cab home from town,
And before I knew it,
We were zooming past Great World City.

Sensing that something was wrong,
I immediately asked the cabbie,
Which way he was planning to take.

"Telok Blangah right?"

"NO. I said Telok Kurau road."

When I reached home the fare came up to $23.
I didn't say anything throughout the trip,
But my face must've said it all,
Cos he decided to charge me only $12.

I passed him a fifty,
But he didn't have change,
So I ended up paying only $10.

Which is way lesser,
Than what I would've needed to pay,
If he went the right way from the start.

So I guess it was a good thing afterall?

Anyway,
I was watching Miss Singapore Universe yesterday,
And I must say that it was very entertaining!
My mood also improved tremendously after that.

I thought that some of the girls were really hot,
But I quickly changed my mind about most,
After the question-and-answer segment.

But the winner was hot throughout.
From the beginning to the end.
Like how the Rock would say,
"Scorching!"

By the way,
I just bought myself an ultra-skinny tie,
(1.5 inches at its widest point)
And I need someone to teach me how to tie it.
Anyone.