It's time for me to kpkb again.
I'm such a whiner.
Let me know if you guys can't stand me already.

I don't know why self-pity is my forte.
Haven't eaten anything in 24 hours.
Spent the whole night contemplating suicide.
In the end,
Whatever stopped me last year,
Stopped me again.
I couldn't find a satisfactory way to die.

Nette told me she has made a choice.
And her choice is him.
Ever since she told me a week ago,
That she still loves me,
And is single for me,
Life has been full of ups and downs.
I've been trying my best,
To get her to give me a chance,
But now she has turned around and called me a pest.
And chose him instead.
Why tell me you still love me,
If you just were planning to lead me on?

Then I realized,
I can't die just like this.
Dying for a girl who's just messing with me.
Dying before I graduate.
(And I really really want to graduate)
Dying before I get a chance to live as a real guy.
The old me will always choose to escape,
But Quentin will never.

I basically slept the whole day.
And I dreamt about someone,
Whom I've not seen for quite awhile.
The thing is,
I could see her face so clearly in my dream.
Since dreams are the opposite of reality,
I shall just forget about this.

Trying to eat something as I'm blogging.
Afterall,
Tomorrow is a new day,
And I am going to school.
New obstacles or challenges?
Bring 'em on.
A real man will never back down.

Makes me sound more courageous,
Than I really am actually.