"There's a certain bass quality to it."

I've decided to write a short post today,
Cos I feel a little bad about neglecting my blog.

I find it tough to think of myself as a transman,
Simply because there hasn't been much changes yet.
(Actually I prefer the term 'transboy' -
Cos it sounds more gay)
Afterall,
One can only ride on the psychological high for so long,
And having oily skin and pimples,
Don't make me feel very "manly" at all.

Actually I am just being damn impatient lah.

I'm not sure,
If the following is just a figment of my imagination,
But my voice sounds a wee bit different.
Just slightly lower.
I don't have a voice recorder,
So I can't make any real comparison,
But Jenn did comment that my voice seems a little lower,
So it could be true afterall.

I'm excited,
Yet at the same time,
A little scared.
Scared because I know,
I'll never hear the voice I've known for 23 years again.